x To hot to handleto hot to hold x's blog: "my heart belongs to u"

This goes out to a very special person in my life. I thought i could live me life so cleverly without u , but it just hasnt worked. I tried to stop loving you , But could'nt . I tried telling u i no longer wanted or cared .... But all the time i was fooling myself.... I do love u . I do care . I do need u . I do want u . So please say you'll be my VALENTINES XX

Why is it that, when you tell someone you no longer want them , all you can think about is thinks of them. And you know who you are . I havnt stopped thinking of you , or loving you . I know you will never forgive me for what i did to you. But i had so much going on in my life , and im sorry that i took it out on you . I know you have probably moved on . And good luck to you . But i do still love you and i always will no matter what xxxxxx

Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day you came into my life will be cherished always. An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold. My heart is no longer lonely, but instead filled with the wonder of a love like I’ve never known. When you first spoke to me it was magical! A speach no other but my soulmate could provide. Truly the passion needed with words. Your kiss on my lips is something I long for each day. With a single kiss the intensity of your love so incredibly clear! Your eyes melt me with emotion so intense it is beyond belief. A caring and unconditional love that shines from them that makes me shiver with excitement for our life to come. Each day your smile fills my heart with a joy like no other. Oh but to have you in my life is truly a blessing! On the day we wed... I promise to you yet again my unconditional love and devotion. For I will cherish each day that God gives me with you, our own little piece of heaven on earth. I will love you always. Now and for ever more .

Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

Creatively You worked your art You spun a web Around my heart How beautifully Your deeds have spread Each intricately Woven thread With strands of care You dried my tears Your gentleness Dispelled my fears Your wisdom Helped me understand And patiently You held my hand To give me courage To brave the storm With kindness You have kept me warm Your passion Lit a glowing fire That filled my soul With sweet desire You're all That I was dreaming of For the web you spun Was made of love

To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Every morning starts beautifully with the sound of your sweet voice from a phone call. It's second best to actually embracing you in my arms, under the covers that protect us from the chill that lies outside. Your melodic wake-up laughter over the phone is second best to the overwhelming smile I see in the morning, when I hold you in my arms after having spent another wonderful night with you. Your "I Love You"s over the phone always make me smile and hold the phone tighter, second best to looking into your eyes with those words, and being able to deeply kiss you afterwards, sending a chilling warmth throughout our bodies. But with you... you are my #1. The closest person in the world to me. With you, there is no second best. There is no one close to even being "second" or "best". I hold you, alone, in the most intimate place in my heart. It's a place where I can feel you, still close, when you're far away. Where I can close my eyes, and hear your voice, listen to your laugh, and feel your "I Love You"s. So please, keep calling me in the morning. Cause second to your kisses, theres no better alarm clock than your personalized ring. No better way to begin the day than with you.