i am a nurse but due to an autoimmune deficiance (what you dont need to think to do example breath)i am disabled but only that i am unable to work. what it is that i have is my heart rate goes up to around 200 beats per minute my blood pressurs drops and i pass out. not to worry i have it under control i know before this is going to happend but this does not hinder my sex life oor my having fun. i also have neve damage in my back and am percribed some really strong meds. i can onlty take a med that is used for cancer patients because of my other condition. so i am pretty much feeling good all the time the only downfall is i cant get enough sex. weather it be self gratification or with my partner. so to all my friends i am not ignoring you when you want to im it is that i am ussually just checking in and probably not feeling well. know that i love all of you and have a wonderful day and life