my head feels like its about to explode i have a million mile a minute thoughts running through my head is the one ever coming back will the other hate me if i date or chill with this person does this person only want to chill with me cause it might miss some one else off do i only want to hang with them because it might piss some one off and you know what i don't have any answers except that i want it to all stop i want to stop feeling this way i want to have good faith in people that they like me for me not for what they can get from me but that left and i'm having a hell of a time letting it back in trust is a terrible thing to have broken because it takes forever to feel comfortable with giving it out again
