Okay so my Grandpas hip replacement surgery is this Friday the 13th.. Im going to Colorado, leaving Wednesday morning/afternoonish driving with my sister. Grandpa has now a 10% chance of survival instead of 0.. better then nothing but Im not keeping my hopes up. like I said hes made his peace with the world, he had NO regrets.
Still, it feels like we are all going up to watch him die. My Grandpa, who for the past... as long as I can remember the Dr's telling him he wouldnt last past Christmas.. and hes still here. Hes been clinically dead 2 or 3 times, but is only aware of 1. Hes a fighter, but I think this time, he won't put up a fight.
This is so hard, especially on my Dad. on all of us really, but my dad never really shows emotions all that much, although Grandpa ALWAYS said "A persons strength is not determined by their tears" who always shows his happiness and sadness the same.
At any rate.. please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
I appreciate all of you showing your support.. More than you know.
I dont know when Ill be back, but it wont be more than a week.
So untill then.. please.. good thoughts, prayers, wishes, whatever you do.. its ALL appreciated.
