Well here I sit at my keyboard wondering why I am bothering. I find I am getting bored with FUBAR and not sure if I want to stay. I posted a bulletin to see if I get any comments. Probably not.
I am not sure why I am bored, maybe I am depressed and not just bored.
I feel an emptiness inside and don't know where it comes from. What is it about fubar that draws everyone back? What draws me back? Maybe I just need to take a break and not log in for a week or so. Then when I do log in it may seem new and exciting again.
Then again maybe my up coming birthday is getting me down and I don't realize it. Maybe I should start drinking again or at least for my birthday...LOL.. Maybe I just need to sleep for a day or two...LOL
