Ok let me get this straight.....Of all things that happened, how did i come to be where and what i am now? is it my time to be a leaderor am i still binding time? I wonder if my child was alive or if i was married, or even if i was still in the military, what would my life have been then?
But what about the opportunities that i had, would i went to college on a scholarship if it would present itself again?, God help me find myself, i need your guidance. I need an angel, a love, reclaim my honor that i once so proudly help that was taken away from me in my life, Have i become one with the same people that tried everything to destroy me and my dreams?
All my life, i've faced adversity and yet i wonder if i've failed my family and myself for some have given their lives so willingly for? Am i that willing to do the same for the generations after me or am i too scared to leave my own footprints and destiny in this world to be remembered as an ordinary person?
