Right Now i feel like i am in Hell, trapped in a tight corner, no where to hide, no where to run to. i feel like i am stuck in a dark, gloomy, deep abyss and it is scaring me. i feel like i am being tormented, im empty inside, my heart is black as the night sky and cold as ice, beating but not enough , my breath is barely visible to the human naked eye. i'm hypnotized like in a trance that you see in a horror flick. Why do i have to feel like this? What do i do? i'm lost and unfound like a pale, see-through ghost with unfinished business. Why do i have to be so alone and afraid, with no one to be loved by? it's like a story repeating itself over and over again. Hopefully someday their will be a light shining down apawn me , with that "special someone" reaching out to me, calling my name, rescuing me from this god forsaken dream that i am trapped in for all of eternity. So someday, maybe my fairy tale will have a happy ever after ending as then my eyes will glissen as quarts crystals sparkle like diamonds in the rough.