I started to develop a liking for the darker side of music, movies and art around the time my brother introduced me to GWAR... so around 13. My brother often talked about gruesome things, probably trying to gross out his little sister and only sibling, but insted it sparked more of an amused following from me than a retreat from his presence. I liked to gross out people as much as my brother did.
I have since surrounded myself with horrorcore rap, horror movies and graphic reality fatality movies, which have pretty much scarred me from actually enjoying seeing graphic violence to being more thrilled by the concept. Developing into being grossed out by gore has only heightened my liking for horror.
I started getting into demonic art around the GWAR time as well. I would draw graphic pictures of people dying and would hold on to any clippings of gorey art I could find. The internet made it much easier to appriciate dark and morbid art. I have downloaded graphic programs and made dark graphics that seemed to be a hit with my peers.
Serial killers had started to facinate me around my late teens and I started reading as much as I could about them. My favorite was the Countess Elizabeth Bathory and used her last name as part of my alias that I make dark beats under, Bonnie Bathory.
Someday I hope to have a whole wall dedicated to horror movies and serial killer memorobilia... maybe a whole room if my house permits. I'm not crazy ok, Its not that I condone killing, thrillers are just that, thrilling... an easy cheap rush. Don't be scared :)
