MONICA THE GREAT PM ME IF YOU CRUSH ME's blog: "musing by monica"

I got in a massive fight with a FORMER friend of mine last weekend.  I have known her for 16 years.  She has always been fun, but as of late she started being mean when I went out anywhere with her.  I had had enough, when last weekend she called me a whore for talking to a guy instead of paying attention to her.  She has done this every occation while we are out and when I start talking to a man that strikes up a conversation.  In fact she kicked me out of the house we shared because she disapproved of my last boyfriend.

She says she has every right because my ex husband was very abusive and I have no dignity (her words) and act like a whore.

So I get back from work today, I am exhausted, and she had written this long ass letter telling me once again, I am a whore, I am toxic, that she was not getting anything out of the relationship and she was glad it was over.  We had shared words via text last Sunday, so i finally told her to leave me the hell alone (after she threatened to sue me for rent i did not owe)

i just want to know what makes a person so unkind, why do they still insist on getting one last dig in when life is already hard enough?!??!

I was thinking,  that life would be so much more amazingly perfect if only people were kind to one another, and showed mass love instead of hate and drama. 

I was also thinking that if you were my real friend you would have bought me a happy hour by now, fvcker. 

the end

 

Screaming '"I HAVE TO PEE" during mass doesn't get you out of church I just learned. ONE WEEK UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!

I have a secret addiction, I love leaving perverse profile comments on my friend's pages. It makes me giggle right before work. However my family list is a pain in the ass, as I only like to bother those that I talk to everyday, or communicate with in some form or another every day. So I had a brilliant idea, (an idea for me is the amazing part), I am putting those thathave been the most tolerant of my thieving (yes I steal these profile comments mainly from KCPilar69 bhahaha) and receiving profile comments into my family list and all others that I love but do not want to bother into my exclusive friends list where you will be one of the few non bag heads :D. I think I am a genius, you may agree and then bling me a cherry.

KCPilar69 wrote me a poem, she is the awesome For you Monica, straight from the heart You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so often have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Teehee I am up for auction but it is a secret, here is my link:

My friend Diana left this for me on my profile, I am so deeply touched and wanted to say thank you Monica Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Ok porch just left a lovely comment on my page and I can't respond because he has me blocked, I have the sads :( for your reference November 30, 2008 @ 1:04 pm Any comment about ass kissing shouldn't come from the Queen of buying friendships. Stupid ass cheap whore.

I am selling my boobs, literally COME BID ON MY PANCAKES AND I WILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WHILE!!! They aren't much, but they are all I have