I hate what I’ve become; I feel like I lost sight of what is really important to me. I let myself become someone’s play toy.
I guess I am only good enough to hangout with if he wants some. I really for once thought I was special to someone; then I realized he only told me the things I wanted to hear to get into my pants.
The first time anything happened he swore to me that he didn’t plan on that happening. Now, sadly I learned that girls do get attached from sex and that sex is pretty much only just gratification for most men.
Its time for this little dolly to move on.
Just like most of my friends said; I do deserve better.
