IRISH SWEETHEART RLGF 2 DEADLIEST CATCHD...'s blog: "Moving on!"

I guess i'm just to busy anymore for this site, I can't keep up let alone level in what use to only take me hours. I don't want to lose the contacts I've made with alot of people on here that wouldn't be fair to them, but I no longer care about leveling or "ranking". I will be around, but not near as much. I think i've learned there's life outside this computer, well sleeping and working anyways and that seems to take priority in my world these days. Things are going well for me and I don't want to mess that up. I got my divorce papers in the mail last week and just waiting on a paper to sign and then here in like 2 months i'll be officially divorced. I have mixed emotions on this, as much as it needed to happen it's hard and confusing. I'm not regretting the decision just trying to take it all in. Anyways ya'll have a wonderful weekend I'm heading back to bed here shortly. Much luv to ya all...I'll be around more on my days off which are Mondays and Tuesdays.

LOL...barely! Anyways they've changed my schedule yet again and i'm now doing 2am to 10am. My body is just never going to adjust, but i'm surviving. I've put the request in to go to swings. Don't know how long that will take though. I've really come to like the graveyard people and will miss them when they do eventually change my schedule. Tomorrows my Friday and I finally get 2 days off in a row. I know I need it. Anyways just wanted to tell ya all i'm sorry i've been somewhat missing in action and not more available to rate, comment and chat. Have a fantastic weekend. Luv ya, Jackie BTW I need to find a home for my two adorable chihuahuas, anyone now of anyone that might want to give them a good home. They are mother and son and I will not separate them. (pics in my pet album)

Wow graves are an experience. This is for sure. I did really well til about 3 am when my eyes started to look like I was smoking weed and all my co workers started to ask why I wasn't sharing. LMAO! There is definitely a wide variety of people in a casino...guess I never noticed cuz I was always the one drinking and gambling. Even saw a couple a barely dressed drunk Nevada call girls looking for some action ... that were so nicely escorted off the property by security. All I know is I would have loved to be a slot machine when some man went trough $12,500 in less than 3 hours and didn't even seemed concerned about it. I couldn't sleep on the bus ride home however I did manage to bonk my head standing up to get off the bus and falling off a step. :P Came home slept for 5 hours and i'm wide awake just to start the misery of graves all over again. It's actually not to bad, just lots to learn and until I get my missing class all I can do is watch for now. Have a wonderful weekend all! HUGS

Well I officially start the grave yard shift tomorrow night from 11pm to 7am. So tonight i'm trying to stay awake all night. Any volunteers to help with that? LOL I just don't see it happening even with my 2 hour nap. I can't commit any serious crimes as my fingerprints are now in F.B.I custody. LMAO! :P That was a joke by the way. Wow as tired as I am I'm still funny...ok humor me I think I am. Anyways don't be surprised if ya don't see me on to much anymore. I will be around for sure on my days off....don't even know my schedule yet. On the average my day with travel will be about 12 hours not including sleep time. This is really gonna take some getting use too! Wish me well. Have a great weekend ya'll!

So far I love my new job. It seems like an amazing place to work for. Everyone I've encountered is fantastic. The only downfall so far is the ride to and from work. Tomorrow I get to be photographed, finger printed and get my gaming license. YAY! :P I guess I actually start the job this weekend I sure hope I enjoy it as much as I have so far and from what I understand I will. Have a great hump day all. Thanks for all the encouraging words and checking on me daily to see how things are going. I couldn't be happier right now! Much love to you all.

Since i've been on this site I have met some wonderful people. Some of us have kinda went our seperate ways, but i'm sure will catch up again. I always enjoy running across someone I haven't talked to in awhile and catching up. Others of you have come into my life and played games and because of my insecurities I allowed it and got caught up in it. Well the game playing is done! This is all about me now. I believe that today i'm 100% stronger and no longer need some of you idiots to show me this. Your ignorance so they say has been bliss and helped me to grow and become the woman I am today. This site is all about friendships and many I value. You all know who you are and I thank you all for helping me as well. Anyways just a fair warning to those of you that still think you can mess with me emotional ... won't happen, even in your dreams. As for the couples out there that have so nicely asked me to get to know them better....I have to honestly say as flattered as I am... i'm not interested, but thank you! Much love and respect...i'm off to bed...got's to go to work in the AM (Wow, that sounds good to say, HEHE :P) XOXO, Jackie

Just wanted to let you all know .... I GOT THE JOB I WANTED. I have orientation on Tuesday. Thanks for all of you that crossed anything and everything you had and said a prayer for me...IT WORKED. I'm so excited. BIG HUGS to you all!

Yesterdays interview didn't go so well I guess I was to honest about looking for a full time job or another part time job to compensate for part time hours. So I never heard back from them. However, todays interview I'm quite optimistic about. It was a 45 minute interview and the gal in charge of human relations I use to work with about 6 years ago and she really likes me. The two ladies that interviewed me thanked me for being a "fun" interview and pretty much told me that all they needed to do was run everything across there boss and they'd be calling me in the AM. The only downfall is it's graveyard and i've never done graves so it's gonna be a huge adjustment for me. UGH. Moneys money and I need all I can get to get back on my feet. So cross your fingers or say a prayer that their boss likes what he hears about me. Love ya all

Ok ya'll I know i'm on a blog frenzy today...just bare with me. Over the past month or so I've had to do alot of soul searching. My 8.5 year marriage is officially over and I'm moving on. I didn't think it would be so tough as he was still living with me, although we did are own thing, but when he moved the agony of it all hit me hard. I miss his son so much, In all since of the word I was his "mom" for 5 years and we grew together. My ex and I may not of got along but we did share a lot of great times over this period of time. I am thankful we are able to still be friends and talk. Anyways over this past week I've dealt with a lot of emotions. Especially depression. Well with some help of friends and family I have pulled myself out of the dumps and I'm moving on. I have a job interview today at 2pm and one at 3pm tomorrow. I'm so excited. I want so bad to get on my feet and to realize I can do this all on my own. It's been years since i've been independent, but believe it or not i'm ready for that big only scary world all by myself. Well not scary, but to a woman that's always had a man around to do things for her it is. Anyone wanna teach me how to mow a lawn, change a tire or my oil?? .... LMAO! "With every ending, there is a new beginning" Love ya all! Thanks for being there for me and supporting me through these trying times. Alot of you have been an important part of me being able to move on. HUGS and KISSES!