The fading sunlight casts growing shadows upon the walls
Its getting darker as time slowly passes by
The shinging stars and the glowing pale moon, light up the nighttime sky
As nocturnal creatures awaken from their slumber
People begin to crawl into their soft and cozy beds for the night
I alone am left to wonder why it is that sleep eludes me so
Walking down the cold streets with ciggarete in hand
I see a forest come into view
Taking a puff I walk towards the darkend trees
Making my way through, I enter into a small clearing
I know this is to be my place
Where my mind is free to dwell
Leaning up against the lone tree in the small medow of green
I look up to the sky above and sigh
What once I thought was truth was proven just a lie
With the knowledge that I have gained i know better now
My life and destiny have never been my own
For they are resting in her hands alone
Yes I am happy, but at the same time Im sad
Scared with fear, Im frozen in place
Huddelling against myself I start to cry
How can one whos so sweet, innocent and pure with care and love neverending
Love me for who I am with a past such as mine
Mother, oh mother please forgive me and give the answers that I need
With eyes closed my crying subsides for I know that she is here
Her love is washing over me, a feeling of warmpth within
I open my eyes to see her
Though there is nothing there to see
It doesnt matter though cause I know shes here with me
I dont need to see her when her love is all around
She is holding on and taking care of me
I close my eyes and whisper I love you mother
As sleep finally come over me
For the first time in waht seems like years, I feel safe
At peace within sleeping in mothers arms
