miss lins's blog: "Morgenstern's Sanctuary"

I made it home last night around 6pm or so, and then I passed out. I was dead tired. It took us 3 days to get here. We ran thru snow in Utah and got pulled over in Wyoming for speedin', lol. Wednesday Night: I picked 'em up at the airport around 5:45pm, but they was tired from jet lag so we got a hotel there in the edge of Portland. Miles passed out early and Ryan went to the bar and got fucked up. And I jus stayed there at the hotel talkin' to my trevor on the phone. Thursday: We left around 8:30am, I drove for the first 80 miles cuz Ryan had a hangover, lol. Then we stopped in the next town and got some breakfast. Then we took off. We went through 3 states in one day. Oregon, Idaho & Utah. We stayed in a hotel in Evanston, Wyoming. I guess they got into really bad snow in UTah, they was runnin' about 50 or 55 or so. I was asleep the whole entire time we was in Utah. That helps make the time go by faster. Friday: I got them up around 7:45am and we left the hotel at 8:30. Nothin' really excited happened on this day, the only thing was that we got pulled over for speeding in Wyoming. Ryan was doin' 84 in a 75 zone. But he only got a warning. And the cop was askin' him a bunch of questions, if he was a drug dealer and shit, lmao. But yup, we got to the middle of Kansas and stayed there for the night. Saturday: I got 'em up at 7:30am and we was out the door at 8am. We was really surprise to get to St. Louis (about 2 hours from Noble) before dark. So we made awesome time of gettin' home. But the thing is, I would do the trip all over again jus to get back to Trevor (my new bf) I'll have pics of him up soon. So yup there's my adventure of gettin' here, lmao.

How the hell can I raise my self-esteem when I have that fuckin' piece of shit callin' me names and everythin' ? He told a friend of mine that I am ugly, selfish, lazy and a bad human being. I mean he use to call me beautiful. He use to say that I'm his dream gurl, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. And now look at what he's doin' to me. He's makin' my life a livin' hell jus with these mssgs. I know they aren't true, but still, they still pierce my heart so deeply that I ache for comfort. Then he turned mean on me, did I do somethin' wrong?

vampyreinblack777 (10/25/2006 1:45:51 AM): i know it was you dumb bitch you are now on block on my messangers i hate you and i bet nothing i said hit you... do me a favor... do not contact me ever FUCKING ever again... i want you to drop off the face of this earth

Should I get my labret pierced or my eyebrow pierced ? I might get it done on Halloween.

But meh whatever. But yesh! I am fuckin' givin' up on love and relationships. I mean shit, I went thru 8 months of hell in one relationship and that plenty much changes the aspect of bein' with a guy for me. Then I told this one guy I like him and he tells me he likes me. But turns around and gets a gf. Apparently there's somethin' wrong with me, Maybe I'm jus not good enough for anyone anymore. I don't know. It jus depresses me. *sighs*

okay..listen it's give and take..both of you have to respect each other no matter what situation ur in... and holy fuck people let the small shit go... nobody man or woman should stay in a shitty situation.... men and women should take care of each other sexually ...and i don't care what anyone says.. it's important... The Workforce does pick and choose who they hire based on sexuality, how attractive ur and your qualifications and it's the facts. Take a look around.

I am GOING HOME!!!

I loved you once. But I don't think you could ever See the love I had for you. I put my heart and soul into the relationship. But you never could understand my love was eternal for you. But now I'm living on a lie. Therefore I must move on and try my hardest to forget about you. The wonderful times we had together, the moments where we laughed and cried together. Will be lost in the wind. (don't know if I want to end or keep goin') Oct 19, 2006

In loving memory of Danielle Anderson A Noble woman who was a senior at West Richland High School died in a one-vehicle accident early Sunday. According to the Illinois State Police report, the wreck occurred at approximately 6:44 a.m. Sunday at County Road 900 East, approximately one and a half miles west of Noble. The report stated that Danielle L. Anderson, 17, Noble, driving a 1995 Ford, was westbound on County Road 900 East when she ran off the left side of the roadway. She overcorrected, lost control of the vehicle, and again ran off the left side of the roadway and into a ditch. The vehicle overturned and Anderson was ejected. She was pronounced dead at the scene. She was not wearing a seat belt, according to the report. An investigation is continuing. She was a senior in high school that was found dead on Sunday morning. Don't drink and drive. Don't do drugs. She will be missed for many years to come. She cheered everyone up as soon as she came into the room. She was a girl that was kind and very goal oriented. Had her whole life planned out. If you don't know her, you were missing out.

A 26-year-old Illinois Marine was among two members of a reserve unit killed during combat over the weekend in Iraq, the military said Monday. Lance Cpl. Joshua M. Hines, of Westfield and formerly of Olney, was assigned to Marine Forces Reserve's 3rd Battalion, 24th Marines, 4th Marine Division based out of Terre Haute, Ind., the Department of Defense said in a statement. He and Sgt. Brock Babb, 40, of Evansville, Ind., were killed Sunday while conducting combat operations in Iraq's Al Anbar province, west of Baghdad, the military said. Hines, Babb and another Marine who was injured were in a Humvee when it was struck by an improvised explosive device, said 1st Sgt. Troy Euclide, of the Terre Haute unit. Ashley Belcher said she worked with Hines at Papa Mike's when he lived in Olney between 2003-2005. “He was the type of person who would do anything for you,” she said. “He never met a stranger.” Belcher said Hines, a Marine reservist, was living in Westfield with his wife Caryn and his one-and-half-month-old son before he was shipped to Iraq at the end of September. She said he was working at Wal-Mart Distribution Center in Olney. Belcher said he was able to spend time with his son shortly before leaving. Papa Mike's owner Doug Dillard said Hines was a nice man and a good employee. He was a Great man, Loving father and husband who will be dearly missed. May his memory live on forever!!! Please support the memory of lost loved ones and bring our troops home.