Um… it’s been quite a while since I’ve dropped some “wisdom” on here, so here we go.
Well, good news is that I got to see Bob Seger (Yes, the god himself) live on his first show of his North American tour! Fuck yeah! He might be 61 but he really wasn’t showing it! Pity that this will probably be the last time I will have that opportunity, but I’m glad that I got to. The best part was getting to hear/see ‘Travelin’ Man’ go right into ‘Beautiful Loser’.
I also recently got a call from my friend that was not doing so well back a while ago and he’s doing a lot better after a few major surgeries and stuff, so I’m immensely relieved about that.
But on a more personal note, I’ve been really hard up for any kind of enjoyment. It mostly started on Halloween when I had nothing to do, no parties, nothing.. Just watching House by myself. That part of the year is like my Christmas.. I can leave my house with my fangs and contacts and nobody thinks I’m just being weird, and a lot of people finally let their personalities out with their chosen attire. So that bummed me, but I’ll live. I’ve not wanted any kind of personal contact, but at the same time hating being cooped up… the sheer hypocrisy of my own impulses astounds me, and drives me to be more self-defeatist. And so the spiral continues downward…. Odd isn’t it? I hate being aware of my self sometimes, it lets me see how logically illogical I parallel this world. And now I’m just a whiny bitch… see there’s no way up. My friends say I just need to get laid, my female friends say maybe I just need to get laid, my sister says that maybe I just need to get laid, fuck, my mom says I just need to get laid! How fucking pathetic is that!!!!??!?! ………it is coming up on a year again….. No, never mind, but it is funny.
