by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawson
Scared of the darkness
scared that you will attack
scared cause I know that
you are coming back
hidden from the thoughts that
poke up in my mind the
thoughts of self termination
because i no longer wanna hide
as you hold me down and rape me
as you hit bruise and cut me
holding my mouth trying to shut me down
as i watched my ripped clothes fall to the ground
I try to escape you instead you laughed at my fear
as tears ran down my face i wounder how i got here
not even looking at your face in fear i would be shot
i started to listen to you talking and now know who you are
you was part of my family my uncle as matter of fact
now i wanna kill you and watch you cry as I laugh
at your fear and the tears roll down your face
as i pick up my courage and the gun u left in sight
i will forever have you out my sight
you should have never did what you've done
now I'm gonna fix you and finish you with your own gun
next time never mind there wont be a next time bang there goes the gun
not scared of the darkness
only scared of the attack
not scared cause i know
that he'll never come back
no longer hidden from the thoughts that
poke up in my mind the
thoughts of self termination or gone from my mind
all of this is because i no longer want to hide
as the external shit will heal
and the internal shit will remind
i will never forget ending your life
I'm no longer am afraid and now my secrets out