In all honesty I know not what I am about to write....words come and go like the tide.I never understand why I write the things I write,all I know is that it is what I need to say.My mind is constantly working,no amount of booze or other things shuts it down,I can nolonger even rely upon the sweet oblivion of sleep as thoughts that are not dreams asssault me even there.My love of the english language is second only to my need to create things I think beautiful....and hopefully make some sort of sense to someone other than myself.In all sincerity I know not why you the person sitting on the other side of the screen are still reading this.....but I will continue to write my thoughts and express my dark visions for all to see.I thank you the reader for your time...if not your patience.