I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN TO MANY TIMES TO COUNT. AND NOW IM BACK YET AGAIN TO TRY ONCE AGAIN TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. I WAS CALLED A LIAR WHEN SOMEONE WAS TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT A CERTAIN PERSON BCS HE WANTED TO SAVE WHAT HE HAD WITH HER. IM SO DONE WITH THE MIND GAMES AND IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO PLAY MIND GAMES WITH. IM LOOKING FOR SOMEOEN WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR ME AND LIE TO ME AND BREAK MY HEART. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL JUST BRUSH ME ASIDE OR USE ME TO MAKE ANOTHER WOMAN JEALOUS. I DO HAVE FEELINGS AND IM TIRED OF BEING STEPPED ON LIKE A PIECE OF TRASH. IS IT SO WRONG TO ASK FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME? AM I WORTH BEING LOVED? I AM SO DOUWN AND OUT WITH DEPRESSION RIGHT NOW..I WANT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN HELP PULL ME OUT..GIVE ME THE HOPE OF BEING LOVED. I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE AND I DONT WANT TO FEEL THAT WAY ANYMORE.I WANT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO I LOOK FORWARD IN TALKING TO EVERY DAY OR EVEN THREE TIMES A WEEK. I WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE AND NOT BE ALONE ANYMORE. ARE THERE ANY GOOD MEN OUT THERE? AM I SO UGLY THAT NO ONE WANTS TO BE WITH ME? I FEEL LIKE I AM...I WAS PROMISED LOVE FROM SOMEONE WHO LIED TO ME YET AGAIN AND IS NOW DOING ME WHAT HE DID TO HER WHEN HE WAS WITH HER. HE HASNT CHANGED. HES STILL LYING TO HER..TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS BS. LOVE ME..AND I WILL LOVE YOU. HOLD ME..CUDDLE WITH ME..CHERRISH ME AND I WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU. DEAD BEATS NEED NOT APPLY BCS IM NOT LOOKING FOR SOMEONE I HAVE TO SUPPORT. BE ABLE TO SUPPORT YOURSELF AS I CAN MYSELF.
