I miss my mom. Its week before Christmas and she should be here. My mother died of Kidney failure 8 months ago. Still surreal shes gone. Mom is in a better place but my heart she is in. I took care of mom its a hardest job one adult child can go through. My sister has been unkind after she passed but mom loved me thanked me every time for being there for me. She said youre so heartfelt and kind for me others never let that go. Just where i am