To whoever see's this and if no 1 does its ok cuz it was just my thoughts......................
Angel U left so unexpected that I couldn't tell U how I felt. We fucken grew up together and I almost married into ur family , yet never did I tell u what U ment to me. When U died i was shocked and couldn't mourn U, it took me 2 yrs to cry for ur absence and now it has been 4 and I think of U always, I think of u as a big brother I never had , I miss you.
I don't know why I didn't tell U this when U were around to hear it or make fun of me for being sappy.
I truly do miss you, I love you, and I wish U were here to know it I hope that if ur looking down on us the people who miss u that u see my tears because as much as it hurts I am glad I can cry for u.
See you in the next lifetime Angel
I love you like a bro
Peace
If any1 happens to see this on the LC sorry for putting a sad blog but I can't tell him and his grave is on the other side of the US so this is my only way to let my feeling out for this. He was a great friend whom I knew since I was 9 and was always in my life till I was 21 so if u have lost a good friend I am sure know what I am going thru right now. Tomorrow will suck and I can't tell him how I feel
