not that it would come as a shock, after getting married and having a child with someone, and loving someone for so long, missing them just gets harder and harder, but what really sucks is that I know he will never change. Thats Just the way it is. I trusted him , I thought he would be the man he promised and when I found out he was worse than the man I feared I had to do something, I went about it the wrong way and for that I'm sorry, but now I know and he has moved on even though we are not yet divorced, and he is working with my brother for lack of being able to hold down any other job, so it just makes it hurt so much more to know that we will never be together again because he will never change, also he has moved on... but I still miss him and I think I always will, even though he isn't the one for me because he was not willing to be the man he should have been, or willing to fight for me... But I am missing him.
