I look in the mirror an who do I see? Not the person I used to be. I used to see a brown eyed ambishus young man. Now I see an ol' olive eyed numb man.... How do eyes change color? And why?? My eyes where soooo brown. Now I can just berely see a hint of brown just around the pupils. Am I dead or dieing inside? I feel like it most of the time. Just keep wait'n for the next thing to come around. I make less than half of what I used to and work twice as hard. Am I to end my life further in the hole than I get bured?? I got an envelope from human reasorses today say'n I haven't submitted my benifactorty information yet... Probably because unless I can list my dogs, I have none.... Why am I even here?