If you dont take risks Youll have a wast...'s blog: "Mi vida loca"

Well shit it's been 3 months since I've been here! I guess I have been caught up in life. Being a single mom on my own (with 3 boys)for the 1st time ever has been quite difficult. Nothing easy is worth having though right? Even though I am working 60+ hours a week, hardly get to see my boys, am extremely sleep deprived, and can barely pay bills it's all worth it. Just to be free of all the hostility and negativity that was my marriage. I am my own person, I can think for myself, as silly as it sounds it's a HUGE change for me. I love it. I am finally (at the ripe old age of 32 haha) figuring out who I am and what I want in life and it's interesting, to me anyways. I can't say it too much, I love it! I also want to thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes while I was on hiatus from "fubar", THANKS SO MUCH!! ~Blessed be all~

Let me first start by saying that we thought Sky ~my 15 year old son~ broke his collarbone over the weekend for the 3rd time(on that side) he has broken the other one 2 times before.. My day: Bed at 1 this morning Up at 6 get kids ready leave to take kids to school at 7:30 leave to take Sky to doc at 8:30 this is what happened at the doc's office.. BTW I just copy/pasted all this from an e-mail I sent to his step mom so I didn't have to retype all of it (I know, L~A~Z~Y...Riiight) I took him to his doc this morning for his follow~up and was pretty much told to NEVER take him back to Huguley hospital again. I've used that hospital before and never had a problem with them...He (Sky) finally came out with the truth that he hurt his shoulder while wrestling with his friend it had nothing to do with baseball..(He thought he was going to be in trouble, like I don't know teenage boys play rough!) .Sooooo.. Back to the doc visit. His doc said it has nothing to do with his collarbone that was just swelling coming up from his shoulder, not a ligament either! He tried to get Sky to raise his arm out to his side and he couldn't even get it half way up withought ALOT of pain. He thinks it may possibly be a torn rotater cuff or seperated shoulder!! Both can be fixed either with re-hab or surgery depending on the severity of course. Anyways the doc had me take him directly to Cooks from his office where we spent the rest of the day in radiology. They took a lot of x~rays with him holding different size weights with both arms for comparison. He was in so much pain when he finished the x~rays he looked like he was gonna pass out. He has been acting fine the past few days, I knew he was hurting but he's OK as long as he keeps his sling on. We should get those results in tomorrow and from there the doc will decide on an MRI. After all this we will know for sure what measures we have to take. >.< So by 10 AM we were in radiology at the hospital didn't get home until 3pm. ^.^ 3:10 had to pick up kids from school 3:50 had to go talk to the high school baseball coach NOW I really need to be cooking dinner! :( in 30 minutes I have a team meeting for my 10 year old's baseball team... ::::::putting off dinner we can starve:::::::: Can I PUHLEEEEAZE have a xanax cocktail??????

OMG I won't go into details but there was a hotel & too (WAY) too much alcohol involved..Long story I'm just glad it's over! I am now about to take Sky to the Doc office b/c he has once again broken his collar bone(pretty sure). This seems to be a regular thing with him GRRRR....OK I don't want to start ranting, especialy since I am running on 2 hours of sleep ^.^ So have a good one ya'll :D