Has anyone ever sat and just thought about what they want out of life?? Well lately I seem to find myslef doing that alot. I came to the conclusion that I am tired of being alone, that after I left my husband and went through a divorce which has been 15 months ago I shut the world off. I was never going to love someone besides my children and family and friends ever again. Almost 2 months ago I started talking to a guy over the internet and ohhhh boy, I had decided that this is what I wanted. Until he decided a week ago that his supposed job was a problem and that he would not be able to be here for me like he wanted or I needed. Do you think we could even talk about it???? NO!!! He won't talk to me or let alone answer a freaking phone. Well guess what I am better than that, I will just wait until the next one comes along. Life is to short not to try and live. If he comes back he comes back if not what the hell.
