there you go. me. i am a man, albeit a short man. always told that i am not the "typical guy" society has seemed to create, i nevr believe it yet strive to be a better man. somehow it opens my eyes to the piggishness of male society, something i despise. It is impossible for me to fully embrace the sleazebag personality of a typical guy. i always say i was born into the wrong century but realize guys have always been assholes. im not saying im perfect, but most of the time i come pretty damn close as far as treating people (especially women) goes.
but no matter how well i treat a woman, it always ends up being the typical guy that gets the girl. yes i am a single guy. yes it bothers me. im not changing into the typical guy, but i am no longer enjoying the thrill of "the hunt". after years of unsuccessfully wooing young ladies that had caught my interest and watching some asshole get them, and then listen to them bitch about how guys are horrible and suck, i just luagh. its like society wants assholes to reign supreme and i will never understand that.
ok enuf ramblin for one day! im out!