NSME DONE's blog: "Rants"

Here's the deal, I am not someone who sometimes deals with a a little depression from time to time. I fucking deal with crippling depression DAILY!  I fight it, I take the medicine.  The medicine helps, but it does not take the thoughts away, just makes it easier to deal with.  I have been like this literally my entire life.  It does not go away, there is no "fixing" it.

If you personally can't accept that or you can't deal with it, do me a HUGE favor please. DO NOT FUCKING TALK TO ME! Do not expect sweet words to magically save me from myself and make things all better. Do not give me false hope that you aren't like everyone else who has claimed to love me. Do not try to get close and "understand" me.  I am FUCKED up.  Always have been, always will be.  This depression (and anxiety and PTSD and a few other things) have as much to do with the chemical imbalance in my brain and the genetic shit storm that I was born with as it does with the shit show that I have been through.  So, please, if you can't understand or deal with that, leave me the fuck alone!