XxTHE ONExX's blog: "Me."

I am Robert...

I've tried to be this Man my whole life. A Good-hearted, loving, understanding and pure, wonderful Man. But......sometimes Bob comes out. Bob is a reflection of an old me I've tried to leave in the past, for he had done terrible and wicked things. Bob, with his addictive behaviors. Bob , with his rudeness and player ways. Bob, who had done things that may have only been seen in movies; straight gangster, thug, cruel, ruthless, heartless. Bob, that because of all his actions had created utter chaos, that had many things in life that he should have kept. Yes, I've left Bob in the past. That old me has robbed me of the greatest things in my life, including love. I've put Bob away, never to play not 1 more day. A mere blur to fade away. It is now I embrace Robert because..........I am.