Ziggeroth's blog: "me"

to be seeking what I can never have.
I search and search and never find.
then one day it hits home
like a toin of bricks onto my head it dose fall
I am seeking what I will never find.
I hunt and hunt and nothing comes close.
I see many things that seem to be it.
I fall for the tricks and for the lies.
I leave my head and let only my heart seek.
I seek what I will never find.
My heart dose find what it seeks.
But never within reach.
always to be just out of reach from an out stretched hand
through my fingers it slides like sand
I seek what I can never have.
I look around me and see nothing
looking far away I can see my prize but it seems to ever be moving.
as if the sands of times and the fates themselves stand to stop me
I want what i can never reach.
wants scattered through the ages betray what my heart doth seek.
maybe one day I will find it.
one day i will
have what it is I seek

all the anger deep inside
a little demon along for a ride
it will make you fell its right
but will never give you sight
of what it dose to your family and friends
and what it dose to meet its ends
this demon is rage
your life is its stage
you are its building
for its your body its weilding
and your eyes its shielding
so kick him out
so you can give a shout
im free

I'm checking out your Facebook
I drive past where you work
You tell me you're my girlfriend
But are you even on planet earth?
I see you out with your friends but
Yo who the hell is that dude?
You're not playing with me are you girl?
Well hell, I wouldn't put it past you
I hate that you just won't text me
You say you're out with Becky
Why you dress so sexy
I check my text every five seconds obsessing
That you're in another dude's bedroom undressing.

He's got you pressed on your back
It's a wrestling match
Well anything he's good at
I'm the best at that
My heart was broken
I was hoping it would be left in tact
So please let's just chat
Just text me back!

I wasn't crazy
I wasn't crazy
I wasn't crazy
Until I met you
Crazy
I wasn't crazy
Until I met you

I refresh your Facebook
Analyze all your wall posts
Why'd you leave a smiley face on that one dude's page
Or whatever you call those
The fact that you flirt with
That dirty rat that you work with
I feel the love boat sinking
I'm trying to bring it back to the surface
Why do you keep pictures of your ex around?
You think he's better than me?
Why you letting me drown?
In my own imagination
That I face when I'm alone
I'm going to wait until you sleep
And then I'm going through your phone
'Cause I don't believe you when you tell me
He's only a friend
I'm not possessive, I'm depressed
You let me feel lonely again
So I'm sitting in my bedroom checkin' your Facebook
Checkin you're Facebook
Text me back!

I wasn't crazy
I wasn't crazy
I wasn't crazy
Until I met you
Crazy
I wasn't crazy
Until I met you
I wasn't crazy
I wasn't crazy
I wasn't crazy
Until I met you

I had a dream that I killed you
I'm not certain what it means
I didn't say that I would do it
I said it was a dream
Anger is the lone emotion flowing through my veins
Knowing you I may spend the night
Going through some pain
Call me insane call me obsessed
The fact remains that I will rage
Unless you text me back!

My grandmama used to tell me one day I would be king
And that it would be me to but these dreams into a sling
And fling 'em like a bullet 'til they beam the whole ruling regime
in the melon. Then I tell 'em that I'll one day reign supreme
But it seems, I'm a damn salmon swimming upstream.
I scream 'cause I know just why the caged bird sings.
I'll adorn the king's throne, wear his treasure with pleasure,
'Cause this job is temporary, success is forever.

Workin' every week at a job I can't stand.
I always tell myself that one day I'll be the man.
What're we gonna do tonight, Brain?
We're gonna take over the world.

Imma shoot straight for the stars in my rocket.
No time on the clock. I'm gonna stop it. Kryptonite in my pocket
for all the cynical Supermen, surrounding me, crowding me,
shrouding me with doubt. They don't how to be proud of me.
'Cause one day I'm gonna run this town
And when I seize the crown. It's gonna please the crowd.
My hands and feet were bound to the ground, at least 'til now
'cause this job is like a prison, but the beast is out.

RAWR!

I'm not just chasin' these dreams.
I'm hiding out in the bushes, and then I wait 'til they leave
and jump out and pistol-whip 'em with my loaded ambition.
I'm not gonna front. I'm Ethan Hunt on this Impossible Mission.
Listen! This ain't a game of Risk in the kitchen.
I'm Stewie Griffin in this bitch, and I just flipped the ignition
on a click of robotic ninjas designed to kick my competition
in the face. I swear to god one day I'll run this place.

Workin' every week at a job I can't stand.
I always tell myself that one day I'll be the man.
What're we gonna do tonight, Brain?
We're gonna take over the world.

Once I quit this job, then I'll be free.
I've got greater plans. Wait and see.
I'm gonna rise to the top, take over everything.
Some day my boss will work for me,
and one day I'll be king.

Workin' every week at a job I can't stand.
I always tell myself that one day I'll be the man.
What're we gonna do tonight, Brain?
We're gonna take over the world.