ive been walking down
this lonely avenue
searching and looking
trying to find you
i open my eyes wider
try a little harder
i can see more clearly
i can see a little farther
and yet
i still can't find you
when i do
should i tell you the truth
that im scared and lonely
and hurting inside
and that alot of times
i like to hide myself
away from the world
and other times
i feel the need to cry
but most days
i just want to die
and also at times
im so cruel to the rest of the world
i do it to push people away
i won't let you get too close
cause im afraid of being hurt again
because of this
i have no friends
just a nameless face
