Shootdown's blog: "Me"

Once a love now turned, Only a passion to kill your time, If my heart is nothing you want, I’ll cut off my lips, Sew the remains of the mouth, Silence seems to be all you desire, All you want is what you shall have.

Hours spent with you was Bliss Now their, Only wash-out heartache, I paid for every word you, Whispered Now their, Worn-out pieces of my life, Things I change if I know than, What I knew now, My every action, I regret, My judgment, All mistaken, I would take it all back, I give up, Before you would give in, I will not fight, But remember how you wronged me, Even now it's too late, Too far for, Mercy, Compassion, Pity, Pardoning, Forgiveness, I just don't need your, Sympathy &Understanding

Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you

Emptiness, with only one regret- Heartbreak with no else left to say- Never ending void in my soul- My empathy so mislead- No one to stand on, or go to- Just a washed out life going on a path to nowhere-