So I've been going to this professional for a while in an effort to take care of this really bothersome issue. Its rather embarrasing that I let it go this long. I've been working on getting this thing removed for a long time..at first by cutting it off myself and then by seeking help through the military and then finally by just paying out the ass to this professional to finally get rid of what was left of it. I've had this kind of tumor before and when that one was removed it cost me a whole lot of money and heartache and almost cost me my sanity. Ironic how that temporary loss of sanity is how I ended up with this tumor. I could spend hours writing about the mistakes and missteps, the faults and fuckups, the constant nausea and even the random abject bewilderment. Fortunately for you the reader I tired of devoting any kind of energy to all that useless, pathetic, worthless crap long ago. I'm just EXTREMELY happy to report that it's fucking over with. Now I'm off to enjoy my day with my beautiful son and soulmate/lifemate/lover/fiancee/goddess (sorry, couldn't pick just one label since not a single one seems adequate) and let the last thoughts of this tedious ordeal fade from my mind.
