I bet that got some of your alls attention.. lol.. Yep that is right I can't remember if I told ppl b4 or not but I'm manic depressive or bi-polar syndrome.. lol..
Anyway, as I sit here writing this I wonder to myself what is the use of continuing to take my meds when they seem to dule the way I feel, slow my mind down and utterly make different from what I am use to.. It does help, I have to agree I don't get upset as easy and I don't fall into that deep depression.. ;-/
Okay to the point, I didn't take my meds yesterday and last night and I put up some great art work.. :D I love the way the art flows from me when I am feeling down, i can see the dismay in the pix that I work with. I see the pain in the face that I am looking at or the person they want to become. I am running on about 2 hours sleep due to alot of things going on in my head. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, and even some new pix I want to try to do. I don't sleep at night because my brain can't shut it self off. It is not a bad thing hell there are millions of ppl in the world like that what makes me any different.. lol.
Also, when I don't take my meds I can learn and do some things with software that takes other people 3 times as long to figure out.
Okay, I guess I have rambled enough this morning, I'm feeling like some dark art is coming today getting into a nice depressive state due to a couple of factors and I feel the pain and aggony wanting to find its way out and I have been trying to use my morphs and my pix to express that..
Feel free to blow this off it is really nothing but a bunch of rambling from a guy sitting behind a keyboard with very little sleep.. lol
l8r my friends and future friends ;)
GW
