I feel like a man of confustion. I dont know really much of any thing any more i try to do what i think is right then i realise what i think is right is sometimes wrong as well I was raised in a single parent home so its not always easy for someone that way to learn all that they need to know but one thing i thought i did learn was responsablity to family give them what they need over your own needs and ive felt good about that for a lot of years now I knowim not the best husband and father to my wife and kids but i do my best to love and provide for themthe best way i know how but maybe just providing a roof over their heads and food in their bellys isnt always what matters to being a good father and a good spouse love and comunication hve a lot to do with it as well but how do you comunicate when other dont do it either driving down the road for hours and not saying a thing because your worried maybe what im thinking isnt the thing they want to talk about so you say nothing at all im not very good at showing love and afection to others im always taken serious about every thing i do but i dont blame any one for that but my self i just dont know very well how to do it the way i show love and afection just seems to get lost in tranlation some how there is a lot more to loving a person than just telling them those three words they need to be shown that you love them as well but that is something that has always been hard for me i may rub my wifes leg sometimes driving down the road or maybe even stroke her hair for a bit but that isnt much in saying i love you its just im not to educated in the love depart ment i tend toother tend to think im yelling all the time because i tend to spend with a loud tone soto many times i care to remember but thats me i dont know how to change that
