vo0d0ogirl's blog: "The Vo0d0o That You Do"

Ha...hit me today, put it all down in a first run.  Needs some major work before it can be called anything (poem? song? mindless drivel?)  But here I go:

I want to be close to you, believe me boy I do

There’s just one problem with all that, I’m not in love with you

I see it in your eyes, you tell me every day

How much you care, the way you stare, but I can’t feel that way

Something inside is missing, I really wish I could

Reciprocate, but it’s too late, my heart is gone for good

Babe I know you love me, I wish I loved you too

It’s not fair but I’ll stay here and spend some time with you

See I always want what I can’t have, and I know I can have you

I pick the fight, choose the war, I can’t just be true

I’ve walked away a thousand times, you’re still always there

I want to love, I want to need, but boy I just can’t care

You make it too easy, love, you make it too right

I don’t now how to function if love is not a fight

I like the pain, I love the hurt, though it’s not what I need

So while you make me comfortable, I just want to bleed

Flowers and candlelight, they don’t work on me

I need the passion of the night, envy, lust and greed

If you can’t walk away from me there’s no way I can stay

Can’t you see what’s good for me just will drive me away

Just get a little sicker, boy, just get a little wrong

Don’t stay here and play me one more silly love song

Tell me that you hate me, so I can prove you don’t

Tell me you don’t need me, though I know you won’t

Don’t you understand, I’m in love with the pain

The want, the need, the burning ache, all drive me insane

I say I want forever, and you say you want it too

But can’t you see you silly boy I just can’t love you

So stay a while and hold my hand, I will hold yours too

But understand, when pain comes round, I will just leave you