You don't see me at all..
you don't see me at all...you don't see me or hear me or touch me or breathe men or think that I rippin' apart at the seems....
It comes...when you least expect it...you know why...you see the signs,but ignore them.Pain...confussion....hate....run if you can,but oh my goddess, you can't!
The sun shines...your soul rains....lightning...thunder.....and still that damn sun shines!!Everything seems to crash down around you...and yet,...you still stand!!
You fight...you struggle....why?you take a deep breathe,jump in and start over....why?
Days drag on...everyone does their thing and I am worthless...
Night moves in and I awake to nightmares and dreams...no one believes or understands...
welcome to my real world....I can't control it or fight it or turn it on or off...a great day can crash in a moment...a moment can sparkle in a lifetime.....
I just lost myself reading this....lol...no worries.........
Do you have any idea what sensory perception means???I get off mostly in my mind...love to 'feel'all sorts of textures and things....love the smells(ok not stupid...sometimes)what I'm hearing...matters...visuals are amazing!!!!!!Can you find a way?Very addictive personality here.....find a way to push a button....you never know....






I'm a bit ecclectic,a little strange,and so not right in the head!It's great!Have a wonderful bf,but love to 'play' with the right gf(funny..bf is very supportive of this...wonder why? lol).Love my toys!!Am sort of into the whole wicca,earth based religion type of stuff.Love history,but the middle ages are my favorite.I enjoy learning and trying all kinds of new and interesting things!Into anything that runs in the paranormal or supernatural area.
I love the outdoors!Being in the water,playing in my garden,going barefoot(and yes being naked!),feeling the breeze and the sun on my skin.Gazing at the stars,watching a good thunderstorm with amazing lightning,wonderful sunsets and I love to fish,but haven't been in a very long time.I love anything celestial or having to do with the sea.I would love to visit Ireland and stand in a really old castle someday!I'm a foodaholic..seafood,chinese,cheeseburgers,...the list goes on!

I love all sorts....get lost in certain things at certain times....right now....am deeply into Mazzy Star!!

I have lots of different music that I like.I love anything Celtic,some violin pieces,a lot of alternative stuff,

Mazzy Star
Vivaldi...The Four Seasons...favorite is the winter one!
The Verve
Fleetwood Mac
Puddle Of Mudd
Korn
Drowning Pool
Buck Cherry
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Veruca Salt
Liz Phair
Papa Roach
AC/DC
ZZTop
Garbage
Alanis Morissette
Toadies
Audioslave
Steadman
Linkin Park
Weezer
Powerman 5000
Foo Fighters!
Temple Of The Dog
Coldplay
STP
Hole
Everclear
LIZ PHAIR
Steadman
...and a lot of other groups I can't think of off the top of my head right now.

T.V.:Charmed,Friends,My Boys,ER,CSI Miami,History Channel,SciFi Channel...





Movies:13th Warrior,Lord Of The Rings,The Others,Kissing Jessica Stein,Bram Stoker's Dracula,The Mummy(both one and two),Excallibur,Braveheart,...will add more as I remember them.

I have never been especially impressed by the heroics of people who are convinced they are about to change the world. I am more awed by those who struggle to make one small difference after another.
--Ellen Goodman


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