away from everything i never wanted
only to find i was right back
where i least deisred to find myself
lost in a daze of lust and infatuation
choked by the longing
left breathless carelessly spiraling
the air seems thin in my delusion
to remind me of this not quite reality
i hold within my grasp so fragile
but a whisper too careless
it will fade into oblivion
no trace but the trail
of blood and tears
left in the invisible wake.