Can anyone tell me why love is so hard to understand? I mean, it seems like the ones that I fall in love with, are always wrong for me. And the ones who profess their love for me, I want nothing to do with.
My heart has been broken SO many times, i'm scared to put it out there again. I've kept my heart secluded for over a year now and i'm starting to get lonely. I mean, of course I've been with women since my last heartbreak, but I haven't let anyone get close to my heart. When I feel someone trying to jump over the wall i've created around it, I push them away and run from them as fast as I can. This can't be healthy for my heart. The longer I keep women out, The colder I feel my heart getting. I feel like i've turned into a heartless asshole.
Will I ever be able to share my heart with anyone, again??????????