SHAYNE FLORA's blog: "love sucks"

well peeps ive found the man of my dreams he is the one to make my life complete he listens when i talk all my shit he wants to be there for all of it hes ready to settle and make a home he treats my kids as if their his own he loves me and needs me says im his rock so hopefully hes right and we finally lock together we can make this a happy home and ill be as happy as i should be AND NEVER AGAIN ALONE cant wait to see wat our future holds all i can say is YEAH!!!! i am finally sold on love and life and the happieness game always thought no way this shit is lame but i found him and now will never let him go he feels the same way and cant wait to show how he can make a home and a be a loving man hes ready to step up and show me he can hes the man i am seein in my dreams i think about him all day and night dont know how this happened but he is my missin piece ive had in sight he makes me whole and my heart is thumpin YEAH!!!! im in love omg aint it somethin LOL DAMN IM FUCKED UP

i had a love that went away thought it would be here everyday never again will i be this sad live for the good and not the bad he treated me dirty and with disrespect now i hope to find someone and really connect the only good thing outta the whole 12 years is the two awesome kids that i hold dear when i look at their faces i cant deny the love i had wasnt all a lie they bring me love that i cant replace but his love can and will be someday i will find someone to make me complete and when i do ill consider it defeat he says ill never find a love like his well hes wrong and i will so FUCK HIM

love is like water always runnin dry never givin enough always makin u cry wanting wat u cant have can make u ache inside having wat u really want can make u feel alive finding love when far away is crazy but u live for the day that u find someone who loves as much and the one that has jus the right touch i found that love on a winters day never felt better after that first lay he is the man that ive been lookin for jus hope hell stay and dont walk out that door makin promises i hope he keeps i see the man even in my sleep hope he is a man and keeps his word and makes me happy to live in this world

baby i love u baby i want u baby i need u baby i hate u baby i despise u baby i betray u