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I think whoever came up with the idea of security blankets, have never been in a meaningful relationship. I mean when you are with someone and they still arent over their ex.. and they keep leaving you because it's "safe" and then after a few weeks of being "safe" they realize their refuge is an actual hornets nest. But they keep goin back why? because its all they know. I wish someone would explain the logic in that. To me it's not rational... Oh the irony. the one person we choose to see as the most rational, a thinker, an educated human being, seems to be blinded from that why? "because love is blind".. well, thats what they ment by "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind?" does that mean thats what it means to be in love.. to be living by the "what ifs" in life, to forget the risks we once took because it "no longer involves just us".. well do you think anyone else in this mix (and yes im talkin about kids) should be brought up in thinking that true love is in the harsh words that were spoken, the names thats made mommy cry, and the daddy who would find time for everything but them. Yeah if thats true love, im glad i was never a part of that.. makes people scared of anything different.The once deemed "fairy tales" of ones childhood now becomes impossible in the light of "reality" because THIER "prince charming" has lost his luster. If only they could remember what it was like to be cradled and held with such passion and love, that brought hope into their lives, but now the weight of the world and a history with someone who would push away, has them feeling guilty for being happy in anything other than "the norm".
If you are a person who is strong willed and knows who you are.. be that person.. dont let anyone call you crazy or ignorant or a fool. you are who you choose to become. Sometimes being that person is hard to accept. but accept it.. it makes you strong.
I write this out of frustration and grief, knowing someday i may be called on to be someone's Prince. With all the faults i have in life, the one i fear most is being too kind and too understanding and never knowing when to give up. Because I give and give, till there's nothing left and when that happens, death happens. I fear death in the emotional form because you learn to be distant, to fear love, to become what you cannot understand and in this case, someone who pushes it away.
stay true to yourself and get rid of that security blanket.. it only makes you weak.
