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What are you waiting for?
My heart is breaking again
but again why do i think you would understand
outside i am happy, i am content, i am aware
inside i am scared and i am alone, i am searching
but this treason is at sea, is it me?
for all the things i have come to love, find the evil inside
andthis black heart withers and dies
who am i fooling? just myself or everyone around? can YOU see it?
the scares bear a story, which ripped me apart
i pretend to be ok with this, but i am not
all i want is live but as i have been told
love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife
in times when i wanted to end it all, you were there
but where are you now? on the coat tail of another
hoping and wishing things will work out, but you ignore me
the one person who has given everything
for i am a fool, to think you would love me like i love you
i wish my life would leave me, suddenly... for it isnt worth it
to love and to of lost is maddening.... to not know love is ignorance
and as they say... ignorance is bliss..
