I'm thinking back on the past, how beautiful you would be if you were here in my arms. I'm sorry mommy couldn't hold on longer, i'd give anything to hold you, even just once. Your in heaven, where you will be safe. I wish things were different, and i wish your daddy wasn't such a jerk, otherwise you would be here. You helped me grow as a person, and i know Daniel, and your great grandparents are looking after you. Your my angel, looking after mommy everyday, keeping me holding onto life, and reality. My beautiful guardian angel, i imagine your smile, It's been over a year since i lost you, but i know your always in my heart, you know, you would be 7 months old this month. You will never be forgotten.
Hayden Skylar (11/23/06-1/12/07)
Ever had that feeling, where someone claims that they love you, and then they just rip your heart out, and stomp on it just to pick it back up and give it back to you, but you realize that it was all a dream, and your unsure about what someone did in the first place. It almost hurts to talk about it, and all it makes you want to do instead of smile, is to cry, and listen to all kinds of sad songs. It makes you feel like you lost the only love in your life, even after you gave this person everything you could ever give.
FEB 18th
Dear baby,
I miss you so. You proly don't even know how much I beat myself up because of everything that had happened. I love you to death, almost like my entire life is missing something big, and that's you. I can't stand the fact that someone else is holding the best thing that ever happened in my life. I really wouldn't mind a whole lot of thing.
"You can fall from the sky, you can fall from a tree but the bes way to fall is in love with me."
To An Angel, from an angel.
FEB 19th
Good morning angel, I miss you terribly. I'm trying to moveon and wait everything out so that I could possibly have you back. But it's getting harder and harder to wait. things have been okay with me, still stressing out and everything. Your the only person or thing that I can think about at all. I go blank, and it's all with thoughts of you.
"You know how I hate waiting, but for you, I'd wait forever. Cause death can wait. I actually want to die happy.
To an angel from an angel.
FEB 20th
I wanted to talk to you last night but I guess that you were too tired. I still think about you all the time, likea complicated dream that I just can't figure out. It kinda scares me that I may never have you again but I talked to some friends, and they all agree that if we love each other like we said that we did, and prolly stil do, then we should definally be together sometime. But there is still one problem, and you know what that is. All I know, is that I won't give up on you that easily, my heart is telling me something completely different.
To an angel from an angel.
-Maybe someone who I want to read this, will. I hope so-
Alea =]
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