Will hopefully know later today or tomorrow if house has sold. The past two weeks have been especially hard on me. Listing my home for the past nearly 30 years because we lost it, ending a marriage of nearly 30 years(been together over 30 1/2), and having the man I fell in love with stop talking to me.
Packing up and tossing 30 years of things accumulated with love because the love is gone on both our parts, is harder than I expected. With no help from my children its as if they either can't wait for me to be gone or are hoping it isn't going to happen, makes it even harder.
To lose a blossoming love just was the kicker that has me even in more of a funk. We used to talk for hours and its now been over a week since he told me goodbye because he thinks this is what is best for me is killing me. There are days I don't even want to go on.
