Looking threw the looking glass can difficult. Looking around and seeing what everyone else has and wanting it, but not wanting it. Thinking one thing and knowing another is what drives you up to the wall. Why envy what others have, it will only put in a bigger slump. Finding and looking around and seeing everyone you love finnilly getting what they want and decerve. I dont know. When is it to start believing in others and what they say. I always say never. Most of what anyone has to say is just bullshit. Trying your damnest, but knowing its not going to happen for you. Play the cards your delt, do what you can with it. Man fuck that shit. Its fucking gay. But what ever i dont know later.