Ive laid here months now lying bymyself,
though many lay beside me, I fear the absence never left.
So long ago my heart was whole and you were there with me
Now your gone and Im alone no matter where I be.
In Heaven you look down on me you see the pain Im in
Though I know you remember me I feel alone in the end.
Why'd death have to come so soon and end our paradise?
Why'd God have to steal you away just to have you by his side?
Im left with hurt and fear and rage now that you are gone.
The reasons nonexistant to me as to why I should go on.
But lo I know should I end my life the place I go is out of your site
And Id rather cry day and night then to never see you again after this long fight.
In death we shall reunite and may Heaven let our love shine bright
For without you I am what Ive become, and empty shell of the man whose fight is done.
I pray you haunt my waking life til God takes pity on my life
but should that day never show I pray that you still love me so.
