darkcountry's blog: "the twisted agony of love"

  down and out and lonely again
but I don't ..care.. that the
Stars don't ever fall my way anymore;
because I was Destined to live
my sad, sad, sad life of Misery
all by myself
until the very end.

  until the Sunsets
realized that I cried the
night away for no other
reason than to wait;
than to wait on bended knees
and trying to try to believe in you
holding me close once again.

  what happened to that
once long ago love that wanted
to so damn bad to capture my heart
before it turned;
before it turned itself
into a stone so cold that
never could roll it's pain away
from me of living
all its loneliness of one last wish that;
got forgotten from the Gods above.

  I don't care that
I don't feel anymore
but just like you
I've been down and out
and lonely again;
for way too long that
every now and then I
wish I could feel
something different other
than me wanting to die
myself away tonight.