as i sit here with the blood dripping from my veins and the smell of death drawing near i look back on the life i have lived and realize that this world isn't meant for an animal like me there is so much hate and greed and pain in this world that in my heart i cant bare it anymore i finally realize that death is the only peace i will ever find with a smile lingering on my face as i slip into the d...arkness alone from which i came im happy for once in my life knowing i will never suffer again are hurt anyone ever again maybe with my death people will learn to trust and love each other again im glad i could sacrifice my life so people will see the truth that greed and money and power are killing are people because those things are what killed me. but yet all it is is just another dream and still i wake up to this cruel world and i realize im not dead all i had was a dream of my death maybe someday i will find the peace in my heart i seek maybe someday i will get my wish and people will learn to trust and love each other again but until then im bound by my oath and my code of honor i must live this horrible life so i may try to change the hearts of my people i must be the voice and protector for my people so maybe i can save them from hate i know it is to late to save myself i was doomed the moment i was born so im not allowed to die by my own hand it is forbidden death will find me soon enough anyway till then i have to keep living in this painful hellish nightmare of a cruel world
