OK, so over the last I'd say month maybe a little more, I have had alot of time to evaluate the friendships I have. And I am to the point now that I have gone off on a few people already.
If you want my friendship then fine, let it be known, but when you lie to me over and over thats your bad, cause Im gone. Dont sit there and feed me the lines of this that and the other knowing you are lying. I dont lie to you, there is no reason to lie to me. But if you tell one person a lie, you are lying to everyone. Even yourself. Sorry that hurts and you dont want to hear that. Another thing, when someone wants to accuse you of things and you allow them to, where's the frienship then. I would fight every inch and mile I could for one of my friends. Well one of my TRUE HONEST friends. There are people around that I may not talk to them EVERY single day, but damn it. If I called them at 3 AM and said I need you to come get me please do. I know who would come and who wouldnt.
When you have chosen to take the current boyfriend over a friend at 6+ years, your friendship was never there to begin with. What does that say about you? When you have to live in the past and you cant let it all go, you cant live today and be happy at all either.
If you have to lie to yourself about things, then there is no way you are happy with yourself. You havve to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with someone else. Regardless of how well they treat you or how good they are. I tell you what, if you cant seem to be a true friend to me, then there is the door, please make sure you shut it behind you on the way out. Because if you come knocking, there probably wont be anyone here to answer. I am tired of being walked on and lied to. Can you tell?
Some people want to live in High School again. Well some of us grew up and moved on. If you cant change the past, why change now? Everything happend the way it was supposed to happen. If you changed anything then then things wouldnt be how they are now.
