firery as your earths core's blog: "Life"

What is the point of cheating on someone you love???? I quote in the "olden days" there was no word as a cheat really u had one or two but now its like a fase everyone is going through i dont get it what is the point because one day it will back fire on them, they will find someone they really do love and the partner they are with will cheat on them and they will now how there ex felt when they did it to them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People in this generation arent very sincere im not saying women are perfect because we are not!! But it is hard to find someone that will truely love you for the rest of your life, treshish you and you can trust with all your heart.

I dont Wanna Current mood: depressed I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna give away my heart to have it handed back to me shattered in a million little pieces I dont wanna hurt any more. I dont want my eyes to fill with tears. or cry all night long wondering what i done wrong. my future looks so dull the storm clouds keep rolling in. blocking my view of the sunshine. I dont wanna hear all the lies or the excuses just be honest. I dont wanna hear im your girl. because you know you dont want me. I dont want you to lead me on. i dont want to live a lie. I dont wanna live a life like that any more. i dont wanna be played as the fool i would rather wither away to nothing i dont wanna care any more or try to fill this empty void inside my heart. i dont wanna love any more it hurts to much inside. i dont wanna give my all.

Friends, never pick a boyfriend/ girlfriend over a friend they are the ones you need most when something goes wrong friends are the ones that stick by you no matter what goes wrong, friends are for life a boyfriend/girlfriend doesnt last that long never fall out with your friends over a boy or girl because you will realise when the one your with leaves you and you've got no one to talk to you or no one by your side giving you advice you need i've learnt that too.

life is about having fun in your life and enjoying every minute you can, never miss a moment in life because you will regret every minute of it believe me i made that mistake, now i bet your thinking how can she when shes only 18 well......... I was in a relationship for 3 years and couldnt do anything werent aloud to go out and see friends or do things that other teenagers did meet people enjoy yourself at that age in yourlife but it was different for me and i regret everyminute of it because you get your friends saying wasnt our teenage years great and i wasnt there to experience them. Now all my friends have had kids and im the only one without so it goes to show i did have a better life, because im enjoying it now and ive got all the time in the world to have children if i want them, life is about what you want to achieve in your life and enjoy it when you can as you never now what is going to happen!!!! If i had a choice to relive my live my life i wouldnt because ive learnt so much from those 3 years of my life, you learn that if you can go through bad times you can cope with most things in your life, you have ups and downs in your life but the only thing you can do is keep going on with your life smile and carry on because nothing is worth being down in your life over i've learnt that......