Mikalus the Traveler's blog: "life"

I just got word that my 88 yr old granma is on the verge of death. We could keep her with us by putting her on machines, but she told us long ago that she didn't want to live like that, because that wasn't living. So now we are waiting for the end to come. I don't know if I want to go see her as she is now or remember her the way she was. A firey, fiesty lady who didn't take guff off anyone no matter who they were. Death comes to every one sooner or later. All i can do now is pray that her passing is peaceful and painless. Go with God granma. I will see you again some day.3/9/08 addendum. My grandmaother passed away last night peacefully and painlessly. She will be missed. but she is no longer in any pain and with her friends who have gone before.

People are funny.just when you think you can trust them they turn around and rip out a piece of your soul. Then they laugh at you when you tell them how much it hurts. It seems that some people enjoy hurting others. Well I've let go of that hurt,and them as well. I had some anger over it but a blog I recently read showed me that anger isn't worth it. All it does is eat you up inside. So I'm moving ahead with a glad heart and an easy conscience. Those people can do what they want with their lives, I have mine to live and I'm looking forward to it. Trusting people won't be easy for a long time to come, but I do have true friends who I can count on to hang in there with me, just as I'm there for them. Let the future begin