i hate to tell u all, but i am totally happy with the way my life has turned out, yeah i've lost one ot two of my best friends along the way,.. but i also know that if i asked any of my remaining friends for help they would be right there. I may not have made many good decisions in my past but i always knew who my friends were and made sure they were taken care of. Therefore i consider myself to be one of the luckiest people in the world. Literally between my friends and family i know i WILL make it thru ANYTHING. So i feel sorry for any of u that can't say that cuz yeah i would die for my family and friends no questions asked! We are THAT DAMN CLOSE! honestly, i wish you all that kind of relationship and life!