Okay well for my first entry I am just going to rant. lol
Well lets look at my life shall we? I am a DIVORCED mother of 3 at the age of 21 NONE of my babies fathers care about there kids and I am the only one busting my ass trying to support them. I only have dated losers in my life and now my kids are suffering for that. I am so sick of all this drama that I have created for myself. I always pick Low life losers to date. People who rather use me and my children for a house to live in food in there stomachs (SP?) and money in there pockets (SP?) NO more of this shit is going to happen. I have growen up alot in the past year but I will amit i have had my down faults and I hurt a friend in the process but i cant live my life as a teenager anymore.
I am a adult now i am 21 years old it was my choice to have my children younge and now i relized I forfited my ttenage years when that happend. (Not saying im a stuck up old lady :) )
but i relize i have to work hard for what i want in life and it wont be just handed to me and maybe one day I'll find my mr right. I think i know someone who would be perfect but i mest that up a long time ago and I know that he's in love with someone eles. But Kyle I am so sorry for the way i treated u. I was a dumb teenager and just looking for fun. I never relized if i would have giving u a chance a long time ago that u may have been what i was looking for. I ve read your blogs and whats u have written in the past on TOD and ur so passaniate (SP) u know what u want and ur not afraid to go after it. I adamire you and I hope we can be friends agaian
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